Two words that throughout my whole life have caused me extreme stress. I've always avoided them, even when I knew I was wrong, because I have such a hard time telling people how sorry I am. But this time, it was my fault & I felt horrible. After three months I was ready to say I'm sorry, because I wanted it to seem sincere. But it's weird when it doesn't work out your way afterwards. I guess it's because not everyone deals with things the same way. For me, if I'm mad at you & you apologize, it's over, I CAN NOT stay mad at you. I guess I just have to learn to give people their own space & time. Just because I want to fix things, doesn't mean they do.
Anchors away,
Samantha
No comments:
Post a Comment